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Thursday, December 19, 2002

dardesho ba khodesh salhast ke hamrah dareh dardikeh bayanesh fagt dardesho bishtar mikoneh asaresho gavitar mikoneh badish ineh ke nemitoneh faramoshesh koneh hamisheh hamrahesheh chetor mitoneh be ....harchand hameh midonan fagat kesi darbarash sohbat nemikoneh velesh kon dagesho bishtar nakon to dastekam khob midoni on chieh ba yadavarish fagat bishtar zajresh midi darbareh yeh mozo digeh harf bezan aha rasti shenidi diroz ye zan shoja zadeh shohar sadismisho koshteh...... na nemisheh belakhareh yek nafar in razo bayad beshkafeh ayan koneh shayad yeki payda shod o moshkele in bande khoda ra hal kard " to ham gir dadiha" bezar az tagriban dah saleh pish shoro konam az vagtikeh in bandekhoda pasho to ye kafsh kard ke mikhad bereh kharej.... dasteh bargaza hamisheh belakhareh ye dost babaii pesar khaleyeh madari ye famil ashnayeh dor peyda misheh ta ye davatnameii barayeh khali nabodan arizeh befresteh.. dasht savar havapeyma shod ke deldardesh shoro shod aval kheili aziatesh nemikard badan tagriban to asemon torkieh bodan ke goro gor shekamehs bagal dastisho be taajob andakh vagt piadeshodan az hapeyma bal bal mizad mehmondara zodtarr az bagieh havapeymaro tark kardan do bar taxi avaz kard se char ta toilet omomi ro rad kard ta be hotel resid hadeagal 10dolar barash ab khord garar bod bemahz residan be hotel be ashenash zang bezaneh ama mageh mitonest as otagesh biron biad 24 sat hichi nakhord balkeh in kard khordeh arom besheh nashod to havayeh sard majbor bod pangereharo ham baz bezareh az hotel shab zad biron raft to havayeh baz .....

Monday, December 16, 2002

she comes from the far away i don't know her her remembers destroyed and her home it was disapeared ,you don't find it on the map and her country ,she never remember ,whether the last sight be green or not, she couldn't distiguish the colours she comes from the way the far the road of the terror she never remebers what she has said in the last moment when she had cried and run away.. she comes from the vast of the darkness where had been near the yaunghood what is forgotten she dont remember the last face which she has seen in the mirror the mirror ,that is,had shown the last picture of the corps who was yellow and soulness the face full of sensless she comes from the day ,that is ,with out the sun without the light of the lifeness,in which ,you couldn't find any shadow the corps are walking on the road ,shadowless, she comes from the deepness ,that is,the deepness of the death ,the deepness of the space,that is, enougth cold the deepness of the silence like a sand like the wall like the moonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and she songs with the voice ,that is,you dont hear ,unless,you be in the road ,that ,she is creeping there in the sea,that, she is deeping there in the space ,that ,she is swiming there yes you nver hear her song she cries in the silence ,that is,the death of the wave yes of course she is going tomorow and you loose the last opportunities to found to discover the mistry of her voice of her face and the mistry of her destin......like the past....like the future

Friday, November 29, 2002

...az tarikhi biron amad be aftab hoshdari dad va baz be dakhmeash frolagzid .... dasht khodesho ro zamin mikeshid o pish miraft ta emroz 5 bar shab o roz ro hes kardeh bod dastash ba hasasiate ajibi roye alafha o drakhcheha keshideh mishod dighe bayad barmigasht inbar ham natavanesteh bod rahesh ro phed koneh tarsid jolotar berh.... .....va baz be dakhmeash frolagzid bomikeshid mabada heyvon bad khimi toeh lonash toyeh sorakhesh naraftebasheh sorakhi keh salha barayeh kandanesh zahmatkeshideh bod az akharin sayesh yek mahi migozasht ama hes raftan biron omadan va residan be hamnoanesh hesi keh hichvagt az on dor nemishod khorshid ke miraft forsat zendegi foorsat havakhory forsat nafas keshidan peydamikard digeh salhayeh sale ke sedayeh sheliki ro nemishnaveh omidvarish hamisheh in bod keh belakhareh bayed yeki biad in zaminaro chokhm bezaneh ama engar ke hichkas be in zamina alagehii nadareh pas vaseh chi 20 sal sar hamin zamina baham mijangidan bihodegi janghayeh 25 saleh va inkeh fagat do taraf donbaleh jang bodano va aslan zamin baroshon yeh bahoneh bishaz in zajresh nemidad ke be bazi gerefteshodanesh toyeh in bazi maskhareh o margbar dasti zireh nor mahtab yek paiiize delangiz royeh sabzihash keshid hes mikard bishaz pish asire hamin chiza shodeh vagar na bayad salhayeh pish az in dakhme del mikand hanoz bad az salian e sal roza mogeh khab , khab zakhmi ro mibineh ke baes shod in ja zamin gir besheh harchand ongadr khabesho jorbajor dideh ke digeh nemitoneh aslo az far tashkhis bedeh areh yeki az in shaba keh mahtab royeh soratamo navazesh mikkhoneh badaz inkeh akharin abyari sabziha tamom shod dobareh rah mioftam ama in bar na barray bargasht digeh bargashti dar kar nist ongadr miram ta digeh az harekat bioftam ongadr miram ta beresam be yek koh az badi ke mivazeh mifahmam onvagt dash baram misheh ye khatereh digeh har shab bejaye khab on vagta onrozayeh jang o marg khabeh bagcheyeh khochik o dakhmamo mibineh. harchand on tahala hichvagt natonesteh bagcheh o dakhmacho ba cheshmash bebineh ama hatman barayeh khodesh ye shekl khiali, ye tasvir mahv, ehtemalan hamonjor keh dostdareh basheh mibineh. ...az tariki biron amaad be aftab hoshdari dad va baz be dakhmeash foro lagzid... baraye oo aftab yani marg vaseh hamin hamisheh az aftab bizareh on fagat mahtabo dark kardeh to roz ke biron biad tak tirandazayeh do taraf ke be khialeshon yeh kaftari sagi becheshm miad amonesh nemidan onaham in sharayet na jang na solho injory sar mikonan. digeh vasash aftab shodeh aiineh deg aslan shab o rozesh avaz shodeh roz barash shabeh o mikhabeh shab barash rozeh o bironmiad o migardeh vagti hava abrio o az mah khabari nist delesh sakht migireh az baron ham kheli khoshesh nemiad akheh dakhmasho tabdil beyek mordanb mikoneh be yek" berkeii hagiri keh dar on hich chiz ba arzeshi nemitavan said kard" seile chand sal pish bekoli basatesho beham zad onam ta tonest baes o banisho nefrin kard majborshod yek hafteh tamom biron layeh alafa bekhabeh baron band omadeh bod ama dakhmeh poreh ab bod mordab shodeh bod poreh kerm o hashareh va digeh shodeh bod sible moteharek tak tirandaza besakhati ba jonkandan tamom joneh salem bedar bord chans avord ke tirandaza hamishe mastand . payaneh bakhshe nakhost ---

Friday, November 08, 2002

In These days which are going like the wind and somehow like the clouds In these days that i have forgotten to call to my loves In these days that i have lost my yesterday in my country in my home the rivers of the furtunes are going to be dry the comfortability are going to disappeare In these day i have penetrated whitin my personal problems whitin the coin of myself whitin the haveay dream.........WAKE UP!!!!!

Wednesday, November 06, 2002

there is not any thing to write exept tell to the earth that i am coming to take care you from the destroying