Thursday, December 19, 2002
dardesho ba khodesh salhast ke hamrah dareh
dardikeh bayanesh fagt dardesho bishtar mikoneh
asaresho gavitar mikoneh badish ineh ke nemitoneh faramoshesh koneh hamisheh hamrahesheh
chetor mitoneh be ....harchand hameh midonan fagat kesi darbarash sohbat nemikoneh
velesh kon dagesho bishtar nakon to dastekam khob midoni on chieh ba yadavarish fagat bishtar zajresh midi darbareh yeh mozo digeh harf bezan
aha rasti shenidi diroz ye zan shoja zadeh shohar sadismisho koshteh......
na nemisheh belakhareh yek nafar in razo bayad beshkafeh ayan koneh shayad yeki payda shod o moshkele in bande khoda ra hal kard " to ham gir dadiha"
bezar az tagriban dah saleh pish shoro konam az vagtikeh in bandekhoda pasho to ye kafsh kard ke mikhad bereh kharej....
dasteh bargaza hamisheh belakhareh ye dost babaii pesar khaleyeh madari ye famil ashnayeh dor peyda misheh ta ye davatnameii barayeh khali nabodan arizeh befresteh..
dasht savar havapeyma shod ke deldardesh shoro shod aval kheili aziatesh nemikard badan tagriban to asemon torkieh bodan ke goro gor shekamehs bagal dastisho be taajob andakh
vagt piadeshodan az hapeyma bal bal mizad
mehmondara zodtarr az bagieh havapeymaro tark kardan
do bar taxi avaz kard se char ta toilet omomi ro rad kard ta be hotel resid hadeagal 10dolar barash ab khord
garar bod bemahz residan be hotel be ashenash zang bezaneh
ama mageh mitonest as otagesh biron biad 24 sat hichi nakhord balkeh in kard khordeh arom besheh nashod
to havayeh sard majbor bod pangereharo ham baz bezareh
az hotel shab zad biron raft to havayeh baz .....
Monday, December 16, 2002
she comes from the far away
i don't know her
her remembers destroyed and her home
it was disapeared ,you don't find it on the map
and her country ,she never remember ,whether the last sight be green or not, she couldn't distiguish the colours
she comes from the way the far the road of the terror
she never remebers what she has said in the last moment
when she had cried and run away..
she comes from the vast of the darkness
where had been near the yaunghood
what is forgotten
she dont remember the last face which she has seen in the mirror
the mirror ,that is,had shown the last picture of the corps who was yellow and soulness the face full of sensless
she comes from the day ,that is ,with out the sun without the light of the lifeness,in which ,you couldn't find any shadow the corps are walking on the road ,shadowless,
she comes from the deepness
,that is,the deepness of the death ,the deepness of the space,that is, enougth cold the deepness of the silence like a sand like the wall like the moonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
and she songs with the voice ,that is,you dont hear ,unless,you be in the road ,that ,she is creeping there
in the sea,that, she is deeping there
in the space ,that ,she is swiming there
yes you nver hear her song
she cries in the silence ,that is,the death of the wave yes of course she is going tomorow and you loose the last opportunities to found to discover the mistry of her voice of her face and the mistry of her destin......like the past....like the future
Friday, November 29, 2002
...az tarikhi biron amad be aftab hoshdari dad va baz be dakhmeash frolagzid ....
dasht khodesho ro zamin mikeshid o pish miraft ta emroz 5 bar shab o roz ro hes kardeh bod dastash ba hasasiate ajibi roye alafha o drakhcheha keshideh mishod dighe bayad barmigasht inbar ham natavanesteh bod rahesh ro phed koneh tarsid jolotar berh....
.....va baz be dakhmeash frolagzid bomikeshid mabada heyvon bad khimi toeh lonash toyeh sorakhesh naraftebasheh sorakhi keh salha barayeh kandanesh zahmatkeshideh bod az akharin sayesh yek mahi migozasht
ama hes raftan biron omadan va residan be hamnoanesh hesi keh hichvagt az on dor nemishod
khorshid ke miraft forsat zendegi foorsat havakhory
forsat nafas keshidan peydamikard
digeh salhayeh sale ke sedayeh sheliki ro nemishnaveh
omidvarish hamisheh in bod keh belakhareh bayed yeki biad in zaminaro chokhm bezaneh ama engar ke hichkas be in zamina alagehii nadareh
pas vaseh chi 20 sal sar hamin zamina baham mijangidan
bihodegi janghayeh 25 saleh va inkeh fagat do taraf donbaleh jang bodano va aslan zamin baroshon yeh bahoneh bishaz in zajresh nemidad ke be bazi gerefteshodanesh toyeh in bazi maskhareh o margbar
dasti zireh nor mahtab yek paiiize delangiz royeh sabzihash keshid
hes mikard bishaz pish asire hamin chiza shodeh vagar na bayad salhayeh pish az in dakhme del mikand
hanoz bad az salian e sal roza mogeh khab , khab zakhmi ro mibineh ke baes shod in ja zamin gir besheh harchand ongadr khabesho jorbajor dideh ke digeh nemitoneh aslo az far tashkhis bedeh
areh yeki az in shaba keh mahtab royeh soratamo navazesh mikkhoneh badaz inkeh akharin abyari sabziha tamom shod dobareh rah mioftam ama in bar na barray bargasht
digeh bargashti dar kar nist ongadr miram ta digeh az harekat bioftam ongadr miram ta beresam be yek koh az badi ke mivazeh mifahmam onvagt dash baram misheh ye khatereh digeh har shab bejaye khab on vagta onrozayeh jang o marg khabeh bagcheyeh khochik o dakhmamo mibineh.
harchand on tahala hichvagt natonesteh bagcheh o dakhmacho ba cheshmash bebineh
ama hatman barayeh khodesh ye shekl khiali, ye tasvir mahv, ehtemalan hamonjor keh dostdareh basheh mibineh.
...az tariki biron amaad be aftab hoshdari dad va baz be dakhmeash foro lagzid... baraye oo aftab yani marg
vaseh hamin hamisheh az aftab bizareh
on fagat mahtabo dark kardeh
to roz ke biron biad tak tirandazayeh do taraf ke be khialeshon yeh kaftari sagi becheshm miad amonesh nemidan onaham in sharayet na jang na solho injory sar mikonan.
digeh vasash aftab shodeh aiineh deg
aslan shab o rozesh avaz shodeh roz barash shabeh o mikhabeh shab barash rozeh o bironmiad o migardeh vagti hava abrio o az mah khabari nist delesh sakht migireh
az baron ham kheli khoshesh nemiad akheh dakhmasho tabdil beyek mordanb mikoneh be yek" berkeii hagiri keh dar on hich chiz ba arzeshi nemitavan said kard"
seile chand sal pish bekoli basatesho beham zad onam ta tonest baes o banisho nefrin kard
majborshod yek hafteh tamom biron layeh alafa bekhabeh baron band omadeh bod ama dakhmeh poreh ab bod mordab shodeh bod poreh kerm o hashareh
va digeh shodeh bod sible moteharek tak tirandaza
besakhati ba jonkandan tamom joneh salem bedar bord chans avord ke tirandaza hamishe mastand .
payaneh bakhshe nakhost
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Friday, November 08, 2002
In These days which are going like the wind and somehow like the clouds
In these days that i have forgotten to call to my loves
In these days that i have lost my yesterday
in my country in my home
the rivers of the furtunes are going to be dry
the comfortability are going to disappeare
In these day i have penetrated whitin my personal problems
whitin the coin of myself
whitin the haveay dream.........WAKE UP!!!!!
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